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>> But then there's love. It is the cosmic alignment of events that were orchestrated by the divine to make two people meet each other. Love is a divine, unstoppable pull. It finds you, and it demands something from you. That’s a calling. <<

Call me crazy, but this is why if I want to jump into a connection with someone, I'll go full speed ahead- trusting myself enough in the process to know that in the end, I will always be okay. I'm not saying that I won't protect myself or not end things when they're way overdue, but I'll go through it all in order to grow if that pull that I know is there. As I get older and deal with certain people, I find out that the best way to learn a lesson is through experience. As painful as it is. You eventually move on from the pain, but can learn and grow from it. As long as you are breathing, losing anything is not the end of the world, even if it feels like that at the moment. Whether that's a lover, husband, job, money etc. There will always be something more, something better on the horizon with your new lived experience.

I've been relating to the Baba Yaga myth a lot, lately, she is an interpretation of the chaotic divine feminine. She always gives you what you need, not what you want. I think about this whenever I am going through periods of suffering.

"Throw me enough crumbs, and I will bake a cake.

Throw me enough cakes, and I will have a bakery.

Throw me enough bakeries, and I will build a city.

Throw me enough cities, and I will change the world."

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